Surrounded by files subdirectories and links I spend many times sorting the information in Cyberspace so I can use it as raw material for my brains. On the edge of chaos my brains are working optimal in an extreme attempt to sort out assisted by my intuition as a mysterious messenger.

I am not one of the doom-mongers who complain that it is impossible to have an overall view of the information on Internet. The observation is true but the poorly organized system makes a gap to an interesting explorative expedition. The charm of the game is not an optimal use of the rules.
Much stronger is my desire to manage the rules whimsical, maneuvring myself to the edge of chaos.
I push on to the limit, there life is optimal concerned suspense and excitement.

At night lying down in my bed the most fantastic ideas pass before my eyes. I feel instinctive which ideas are worthy, only they get me worked up and make my blood run hot.

My brains can manage a lot, I have ten billion neurons each one connected with about thousand other neurons. My capacity to associate my new observations with the information already filed in my memory is almost boundless.

Tomorrow I leave for Antarctica the place where George Smoot and his fellow scientists in 1991 did research on the cosmic background radiation with the COBE(Cosmic Background Explorer)-project. Suffering a cold of -40 C degrees they build a ten meters dish out of twenty-four sheets and hundreds of bolts and nuts, taking many breaks to thaw out the frozen breath on their face mask, doing this for proving the Big Bang really took place and that our galaxy will never stop expanding.
New alternative theories crop up earlier then I mastered the big bang theory. The cold dark matter (CDM) the hot dark matter (HDM) and the mixed dark matter (MDM) theory undermine everything I was just starting to understand and I liked to believe in.

It is time to turn upside down my search-systems and surrounded by the silence of Antarctica to open the subdirectory FUZZY LOGIC . Using fuzzy logic I will be able to ignore the clear boundaries of "yes" and "no" and to acquire FUZZY THINKING. Armed with this new behaviour I will travel around in search for the edge of the world, which is moving slowly away from me.
See you soon in Cyberspace.
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